On Sunday Morning instead of making a questionable choice I stood on the side of the road watching motivated people run up and down whilst trying to stop Norman from joining in.
On Sunday night instead of making a questionable choice I turned off my phone and watched F1 with my dog.
On Tuesday instead of making a questionable choice I worked late at work with only my miracle pot plant that dies and revives itself weekly for company.
On Wednesday instead of making a questionable choice I did two Pelaton classes, sauna'd and then went home and did another Peloton class just to feel something.
Tonight instead of making a questionable choice I ate a bao bun and my weight in edamame whilst binge watching Bravo for literal hours.
Tomorrow instead of making a questionable choice I am literally leaving the state for a few days.
Yet whilst I'm far away or chowing or walking or binging Bravo, I'm wanting nothing more than to make a questionable choice.
Life truly is a kick in the teeth sometimes. Now if you will please excuse me I'm gong to go eat a Kiwi or join a cult or learn Mandarin.
